This one\'s pretty self-explanatory.
\'now\'
how am i to feel now,
how should i look at you
When i can see so clearly now
The awful thinsg you do.
how am i to hold you
when you broke me once so deep
How can I believe you, that
Your promise you can keep.
How can i pretend now
to trust; when i know too much
know better than i did now
seduced by your dark touch.
Don\'t smile so sincere now
I\'ve seen this all before
And although you are here now
You \'ll again walk out that door.
So how is this to go now
when you\'ve nothing left to give
promises once broken
can never again live.
And you\'ve fallen from the light
that housed you in my heart
you told me once that it was right
then said we had to part.
so tell me what to do now
when I cannot walk away
never really here, how
can i beleive anything you say.
Couldnt bear to hurt me
Yet so easily you did
I couldnt bear to trust you
though I swear i did.
oh say those things you will now
They cannot heal the pain
even if you loved now
I could never trust the same.
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\"subtle salvation in poems we know
hiding our heads in a shadow of home
now i wasn\'t looking for wreaths or for bells
just someone to listen to stories i tell\"
~\"All I Want\"-Toad the wet sprocket