I know how this one feels... Except... I was on the other end of the dumping... Me and my girlfriend had been going out for ALMOST three months. I was head over heals in love with her. And then all of a sudden three days before our three month anniversary... \"We need to talk.\" She then proceeds to tell me that she doesn\'t feel the same way she used to. So not only was my heart broken, but my plans for the three month anniversary were ruined. Just in case you wanna hear the plans here goes:
I was going to pick her up at about 5 O\'clock and show up at her door with 3 roses (one for each month) and on the stem of the middle rose, I was going to have my High School Class Ring. And then it\'s off to a romantic candlelight dinner for 2, I had even hired a violinist in advance to play some music for us (it was my cousins friend so I got a good price... But still I couldn\'t cancel on him.) Then after the dinner we were going to go to my grandad\'s farm (he owns some land about 20 miles from me.) And we were going to go walk around the trails as the sunsets over the pond. Then we were going to go off to the movies to see \"Pearl Harbor\". And then I\'d take her back home, and walk her to her door, and kiss her goodnight, make sure she gets in alright, and walk out to my car and scream at the top of my lungs at what a wonderful girl she is. Yep... The perfect evening, for what I thought was the perfect couple...
Ok now back to reallity... So she dumps me three days before all those plans took place... And just in case you\'re wondering... I still went through with the plans except for a few minor changes... I still gave her the roses. But I kept the class ring. And as for the candlelight dinner for 2, we still had that, but we could hardly hear the violinist for all the laughter from the great times we were having. We didn\'t exactly walk hand and hand around the trails either, we ended up racing mine and my 12 year old cousin\'s four wheelers around the trails. We didn\'t go see pearl harbor cause neither of us wanted to be put in a situation where everything is setup that nicely to make out. So instead we went to see Shrek. And then after the movie I drove her home walked her to the door hugged her kissed her on the cheek, made sure she got in all right. Walked out to my car, got in and screamed because I had lost the most wonderful girl I\'d ever had or hoped to have. Almost a month later... I still cry myself to sleep everynight cause I miss her so much. When we were still going out we used to say that we were made for each other. And I still honestly believe in my heart that she is the one for me... Well I guess my heart is broken! Or maybe... She\'s the one that\'s wrong... Oh well I just hope she\'ll reallize that I\'m the one for her soon. Cause I miss her desperatly... Until then... I put on a happy face and try to be the best friend I can possibly be. No sense trying to get her back... When I do that it only hurts us both even more... I just hope she\'ll come back on her on. In the mean time... I\'d buy some stock in the downy tissue company... Cause I\'m sure that I\'m making their stock shoot up... I just hope I get to make it crash again soon! Well enough of that. Just wanted to put my two cents into the convo.
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