i never thought i\'d be writing here because I always hoped things would work out, but someone finally told me to move on, and i wonder if he\'s right.
i really fell hard for a good friend earlier this year. i eventually told him, and while it broke my heart that he couldn\'t return the feelings, he was completely cool about it. the pressure hit when i found out he had a tiny thing for my best friend. he started avoiding both of us, and from that point on i thought he hated me. so i started flirthing around, making him jealous, which worked, because then he really wouldn\'t talk to me. we graduated without saying a word to each other. prom was a disaster.
it had been almost 3 months since we talked.
he came over the other night with another friend. it was still awkward moments. but we both tried to be really cool. we didnt talk much, but i got two nice hugs from him.
i want to see him again so badly. my mom died a year ago, and ever since i had met him, i had never been so happy. he like made so much pain go away by just smiling at me, or giving me hugs. he is the most amazing person, and part of me just can\'t get over this.
any opinions would be really appreciated..... i still don\'t think its completely over. anything is possible.
the way we met was kinda magical, and i always thought he was a gift from my mom. but things got so messed up, i just don\'t understand.
