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...i could never b your woman. i could never b your woman.

well, this is the one forum ive been avoidin posting topics in like the plaugue. im not down with dumpin, or being dumped, i dont think anyone is. and much love to all you sufferers. just need some pladce to...i dont know. vent, i guess. *sigh*

well, i got dumped. my bf of almost 6 months, my sweetie, my crush for 3 years...dumped me. last nite. left me for another girl. dumped me while i was in my car, with his friend in the backseat, while he was drunk. f\'uck, i hate alcohol, i really do. well, heres the full story....

me and my bf had have a...wierd relationshit. really wierd, like we werent really open with eachother, and we weouldnt talk for long times/see eachother for weeks. *shrugws* but we made it this far. sooo...about a week ago, we talk about all this shit. and i tell him i realize ive been being a bad gf and all that, and we fix shit. so, 2 days, we do nothing but talk, and we get *so close*. hes been telling me he loves me, and i could say it then too. we were *in love.* heh.
anywyas. durin our full out spill everything time, he told me \'you mean more to me then you\'ll ever know, i dont have much, you know. when you dont  call me, it hurts me so much\" and i kinda realized...and i fixed that.
so, up till...friday, allwas good, i was bein better with telling him how i feel (im terrible with that) and we got SO close. i told him shit i never told anyone else. anyways. thrusday nite. early friday im off on a small vaycay. we call eachother back and forth like 5 times that nite, being all mushy, all that \'aww imm gonna miss you SO much i love you SO much\" shit. yeah. well. were talking while im at this party, on my cell...and were all like that still, its all good. i tell him imma call him from the island, where i was goin. long distance. sooo...i go on vaycay, and im missin him SOOOOOOooooOOOOooo bad. *tear* and heson my mind the WHOLE time, and EVERY TIME i get 10 minutes to myself, [which is  hard cose i was with my friend, camping] i\'d call him.but he was never home. and cose my cell was dying, i couldnt have it on all thte time for if he called back. well. sunday morning comes around, and were leaving. [i convinced my friend to go cose i was missin him tooooo bad] and i get a message on my phone. from him. \"hay its me...um call me when you  get this message, i really miss you. um, love you. bye\" i was sooo happy to hear from him. *smiles*
and he calls when were on the ferry back, at like 3, and we talk. i tell him to call in 2 hours, once were home. he does. we make plans...but he was stayin in north van, with friends, and i didnt know htat area well enough to find him. [i had no map, i was tired, and it was late and raining] so im shitted i cant see him. anyways. i fall sleep, he calls me at 11. wakes me up. \"hay can you drive down to port moody and see me?\" \'mmmmm im sleepingggg..and imgonna get soo lost\'...i cant remember the rest of the convo, but i remember saying \'yeah, i really wanted to see you tonite\' and t hen him saying bye later on, ending with \"i love you\"
\'love you too. bye\'

time passes, i get home. i dont call him, who knows why. maybe i knew he wouldn\'t b home. maybe i thought he would call. i dont know. so i meet up with some friuends, we go out. then, i drop them off at home. its 11.45, im cruisin in my car, and he calls. tells me hes with drunk friends and could iplllllease do him a favor and give them a ride home? i wanted ta see him, so i sayd \'aight\'
i get there. he\'d been drinkin too, and him, this girl, and another guy pile into my car. i drive the drunk girl home, and then up to this party place. theres more guys there. guys from my school. 2 of them are obviously flirting with me, but i brush \'em off, cose oif...my bf. *sigh*

so we get back in the car, and were headed to burgerking now. my bfs f\'ucking drunk. \'yeah, this weekend...ive drunk last 4 nites in a row, damn staight. and i met some girls, so that was kule\" *wince* so were in the parking lot, and he turns to me \"yeah, so i met this girl. thats not unreasonable, is it?\" i was in shock...but i got over it, and just, blankly nodded. we turn around, and i park somewhere else.
neither of us says anything for a very, long time.
suddenly, he turns to me \"yea, the girl im seeing now treats me way better then you ever did. i like her much better. you did this all to yourslef, you f\'ucked it up. its all your  fault. so, its over\"
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...\"well...if thats the way you wnat it...\"
\'yeah, it is.\"

his friend got back in the car, and we went out drivin again, me goin a fuc\'king 100 down every street. him hangin out the sunroof screamin, then sliding back into the car, only to grab my arm and hold my hand...and stare at me with a dazed drunken smile. and im drivin, in shock. well i guess what you say is true, i could never b the right kinda girl for you, i could never b your woman... our new \'song\' came on, and you better BELIEVe i was singing it. heh. well, finaly i take ;em home. his friend gets outta the car first and thanks me heaps, then boosts. he stays for a second, and looks at me \"yeah, i like this new girl better then you. so, find yourself a new bf, a\'ight? but not too soon, cose you\'re not very good at it\"

umm...thanks!

so i drove home. and...here i am.
part of me is saying he was drunk, he was drunk. cose he was. and the optimist in me is saying hes gonna realize he wants me back...and he acted cose he was drunk [weve broken up before, and he begged for me bak later, when he was sober. he dumped me when he was drunk then too] so i really dont know.
*sigh*

i dont even know why im posting this, really. and i know its long and jumbled and all, but thas really how my thoughts are flowing rite about now. *sigh*

and...i know the idiot in me, if he comes crawling back, i\'ll b waiting with open arms.
*sigh*

i dontknow anymore. i really dont.
but i think thats all.

*weak wave*
cheerz
~nyne

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well i guess what you say is true, i could never b the rite kinda girl for you, i could never b your woman. i could never b your woman. i could never b your woman... -white town \'your woman\'
...but then, why would i WANT to b \"your woman\" anyways?

wow... *hugs* i am so, so sorry... Just reading that brought a tear to my eye. Sounds like he was being a real jerk, and you deserve better than that. Try not to let his hurtful words get you down. He was drunk, and being an ass. I truly hope you find someone much, much better, who will treat you right. *hugs again*
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